I have words coming to me constantly...I see metaphors in everything..I turn phrases in my mind and dance with word play all day..there are times I can't sleep until I get up and write a few phrases down because I am so obsessed with the thought I might forget the idea..
I have so many memories and traumas..but I also see so many new things...just the way the sun bounces off a water puddle when I walk in the house will trigger this..thing in my head..someone will say TWO WORDS to me and within 5 minutes I have 3 stanzas mapped out in my head..
I know it is a blessing..I know it is..but sometimes it feels overwhelming..maddening..I cannot control the way it works..and it is like my dxes of Dissociative Identity Disorder..I feel powerless sometimes..